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  unwritten_lara
 
11:22am 21/12/2006
 
mood: annoyed
My arm aches so bad... I went totally crazy last night, started clawing at my arm and tore all the skin. I'm totally busted, it's so bad.
I threw my mobile all around the room and tried to rip my doona cover, and bit one of my stuffed animals really hard.

All because of a fight with a mate.
I'm so easily frustrated.
I'm sick of not knowing the way I feel.
Or why I want to cry all the time.
Why it feels so right to take it out on myself when it's somebody else's fault?

I just felt I needed to update and tell somebody.
I almost feel ashamed for what I've done. But nothing else was going to calm me down
 
     

(Slit My Wrist)

 
I won't wait for another day... 
  unwritten_lara
 
07:01pm 20/12/2006
 
mood: sad
Hiii, everyone.
I'm Lara, and I'm 16 and live in Australia.

I've sort of come to this community looking for some sort of support.
It's hard to say how the hell I've ended up here. Just one thing after another, I guess.
All I know is that, life really doesn't interest me, it's boring as and while I could change it completely, I'm too gutless to.
I'm not one to stand up for myself, I'm all bravado over the internet but in real life I'm just a whimp. I'll do anything for my friends... er... well... most of them, anyway... but I do nearly nothing for myself.

So far, I haven't actually cut my skin deep.
I've grazed and I've got scars across my left wrist, but the day where I draw blood is really drawing nearer and nearer.
Nobody around me understands why I do it, not completely. One person, my best friend, she knows how I truly feel, because she feels the same way, but she doesn't deal with it the way I do.

The only thing stopping me from ending my life is those around me. I know it'd be a real slap in the face for them, I don't know why, but they really do love me... so I live on in suffering, only for them

This summer... I really think it's going to be a fucking fun one! *SARCASM*
So far I've been nothing but misjudged and ganged up on and I'm damn well sick of it.
 
     

(Slit My Wrist)

 
Vent 
  incnt_lil_girl
 
04:00am 29/12/2005
  I hate my little sister. She is such a bitch. She gets everything she wants. I mean, seriously, I'm the older sister. What's up with that? She thinks she is G-d and should be treated as such. She doesn't care about anyone but herself and expects everyone to do things for her. She doesn't care about my feelings or anyone else's feelings. She never helps around the house and she is the most selfish, self-centered, concieted person I know. She never helps me. She calls me names 24/7 and tells me that I have no friends and that I am stupid. I don't understand why she is so mean. I feel responsible in a way because I kind of helped raise her. Ya know, older sisters are role models for their younger sisters. I feel that I must not have taught her that other people matter and that all people should be treated fairly. I don't understand why she is so mean. My parents let her do whatever she wants. I'm 16, and she's 14, but she has a lock on her door, a tv in her room and a computer with internet in her room. I have none of those. I don't even have internet on my computer which is in the same room with my parent's computer. She has friends sleep over every night and she watches tv until all hours of the morning. She's always on her computer and I never get to go on the computer. And I deal, but no one really cares. My dad figures that since I'm dealing well without having a computer that obviously I don't need a computer. And if I bitch about not having a computer I just get it taken away for longer. I'm damned if I do, and damned if I don't. My parents moved my sister into a bigger room and gave her the computer that my sister and I shared. My parents promised me that it wasn't a punishment for me and that I would get my own computer and would have internet on it. This was all 7 months ago. My computer has so much of my dad's music collection on it that it will hardly function and it makes using iTunes on it a pain in the ass. My dad makes half ass 'attempts' to fix it, but gives up and doesn't really care. I have to ask to use my parents computer and since my parents are both journalists, I rarely am able to use it. It just really bugs me that my sister is treated so much better than I feel that I am. I mean, I understand that I can be a bitch sometime, but I've really improved over the last year. I've stopped hurting myself for the most part, apart from the occasional bruising. I feel like I don't really have much to be happy about in life. I've been working all week, and I worked all summer and my sister does nothing. I work hard in school and try my best and my sister doesn't. I go to a private school and my dad is always threatening that he'll put me in public school if I don't do well enough. I got all A's and B's last year, so I don't know what he really wants me to get this year. I made some really nice friends. I met the guys online. One of them like four years ago, and the other two probably six months ago. They are all really nice and we started talking on the phone. My parents found out and took my phone away. Now, they won't let me talk to them. It's really unfair. I wasn't doing anything sexual with them and I just really enjoyed talking to them. They helped calm me down and make me feel happy. Now, I don't have them anymore. My dad is abusive. Mostly verbal, sometimes physical. I'm alwlays the one that stands up for my mom, sister and dog. My sister has probably stood up for me 5 times in the last 14 years. My mom tries to stand up for me sometimes but she is afraid of my dad. She is afraid of losing him. He has been unemployed for five years now. My mom just doesn't want to give up on him. He makes me feel like shit and treats me like shit. School is okay for the most part, I don't have too many friends though and I'm pretty shy and self conscience. I wear a sweat shirt to school everyday. I used to be pretty skinny, I was even kind of anorexic for a while but when I gave up cutting and stuff, I started eating. Now, I'm fat and ugly. I'm afraid to weigh myself. I probably weigh about 180 lbs now, I'm 5'2". I feel so gross. I wish I could go back in time. I'm very uncomfortable with myself, physically, mentally and emotionally. I live life as best as I can though. I'm going to go to bed now because family friends are arriving tomorrow.

If anyone actually read even part of this. Thank you. I hope I haven't depressed you. If you have any comments, support, or advice, please leave me a comment. Good night and stay safe.
 
     

(3New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
sorry guys 
  poetea_mors
 
08:47pm 28/08/2005
  i'm soo sorry i haven't been around to help you guys or give my advise. so i decided that since i'm not all that active in this community i am going to take myself out of it. thank you all for all your help and if you want to add me as a friend be my quest...this will be my last entry in this community.

thank you all
court
 
     

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GUESS WUT GUESS WUT GUESS WUT?!?!?!?!!??!!?1?1?!? 
  poetea_mors
 
07:19pm 25/07/2005
 
mood: ecstatic
I GOT MY PERMIT TODAY!!!! WOOT GO ME!!!!!! ok other than that the summer has been ok. haven't done anything since my last entry...yup that's right gave into it and made only 3 lil ones....but o well...starting over from scratch. well i'll talk to you all lata....

court

(i had to talk in code bc my cuzs are behind me reading this....lol o well)
 
     

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theme....sorry some of these are really big 
  poetea_mors
 
10:11am 25/07/2005
 
mood: amused
A hunting we will go a hunting we will go hi ho the marry-o a hunting we will goCollapse )
 
     

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  poetea_mors
 
04:25am 20/07/2005
  why did you leave me? don't read if your going to yell at meCollapse )  
     

(2New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
 
  poetea_mors
 
11:35am 18/07/2005
 
mood: hot
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  poetea_mors
 
10:23pm 09/07/2005
 
mood: aggravated
ok well i think i'm back now and i'm going to be reading everyone's posts again like i used to. i can't believe i left you guys. you've helped me more than my real friends. thank you guys for everything!!!!!!!

well i'm going to ramble about my "friends" now...

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court
 
     

(Slit My Wrist)

 
this community is now dead 
  appear_my_dear
 
02:47am 06/07/2005
 
mood: calm
this community and all of its members have been moved to xlost_youthx, feel free to check it out and put in an application there

 
     

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  angelsonfire
 
12:02am 03/07/2005
  Well tonight was interesting. I was supposed to meet up with chelsea, but see how she never called and i couldn't reach her that meeting never happened. But yeah, neway dave and zach came over. WHich ya know i didn't mind. I mean there my boys i don't care. They ate dinner and we had no ice cream, so naturally me, dave, zach and of course my mom (money and transportation supply)decided to run out and get some. These boys finished off an entire half-gallon of ice cream, between the two of them!!!!! I was floored and my mother was shocked. lol. It was really funny. So zach stayed till nine, my mom made him drive her home. lol. But dave stayed till like 11. We were watching troy. God i loved just sitting there having him hold me. It was amazing. I was in bliss. My dad kept ruining it though.

By the time my boys showed up it was like my dads 2nd drink. By the time we got back from the store he was on his fifth. He was stammering and laughing. He wouldn't stop trying to poke me. Or touch me. He touched me when dave was sitting next to me. He like poked my back wicked hard and then he piched my fat above my hips/ It hurt a lot and i think i got a small bruise there. It sucks. I really hate him when he's like this. When he's sober he's an ok dad, but i dunno, lately it's hard to remember a night where he was. I hate it when he's like this. He tried to massage my back like 3 times after dave left. I hate it. wtf. I wish he wasn't my dad. I wish i wasn't here.
 
     

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  angelsonfire
 
10:01am 02/07/2005
  ~*Warning: The following contains thoughts that cutting is good. The following also contains much ranting. May be triggering to some. You have been warned*~

I think i've stopped cutting for good. I'm purging more. But i havn't cut in like almost 2 months. Its suprising i even shocked myself. I heard something on tv last night that kinda upset me. I was watching this show degrassi, and a character, ellie, cuts herself, she said last night on the show that "I used to cut myself. What's funny is that i always will be a cutter. No matter how many years i don't cut, i always will be. Regardless of my own mental state, or what i want to be, i will always be a cutter". It really hit me. This statement is so true. If you really think about it, no matter how well we all get or how long we go without cutting, we will always be deemed as cutters. Or at least thats how i see it. Maybe im wrong. I dunno. But yeah i am very happy with myself for not cutting in almost 2 months. But then again, i have the purging to work on. But i'll work on it. I am trying to at least. Just like im trying to stay away from cutting. I'm 16 i've been cutting since i was like 9 or 10, I've been bulimic off and on since i was 11, and now, i dunno it might be my friends it might be me, but i don't see cutting ass necessary anymore. I'm happy for that, but i also kinda miss it. Is that weird? Missing something you absolutly despised for so long. I miss the feeling i get when i do it. The feeling of release. I mean i wanna stop cutting, but at times i just could care less. I like the rush i get, the high. I don't wanna let cutting go. I want it to be there as like a back up plan for when nothing else works i guess. I hate that i cut myself i do, but at times im like, wow cutting is great, it releases my stress and it gets rid of my pain all at the same time. To me sometimes cutting is a good thing. A great thing at times. I dunno i am really weird. I'm starting to confuse myself. Maybe i should stop thinking. Thanks for reading my rambling. Sorry.
 
     

(4New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
 
  angelsonfire
 
09:30am 02/07/2005
  THE LIVE8 CONCERT IS TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's supporting a great cause and it is a great way to promote it world wide. Support the end to poverty. You could help save millions of lives a year. Today is the day guys. There are great bands playing all over the world, to support an even greater cause. To support means to save! Help save the millions of people who need it.  
     

(Slit My Wrist)

 
Ok nevermind... it let's me post. XD I am dumb.... (Updated!) 
  cuttin_edgegoth
 
07:24pm 01/07/2005
 
mood: accomplished

*veins run dry*Collapse )
 
     

(6New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
 
  brokenmirrorx3
 
04:47pm 01/07/2005
  okay, it's the 1st of July.

Start posting in Xlost_youthX. :o)
 
     

(12New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
 
  mutedtorment
 
04:40pm 01/07/2005
  Sometimes I really wonder, why I even bother...  
     

(1New Wound | Slit My Wrist)

 
 
  poetea_mors
 
11:33am 01/07/2005
  i know i've been gone for what seems like forever but i'm back now. since i've been gone i cut my leg and wrist...basically throwing 67 days away. but now i'm going to try and go for 100 days. i might not update for awhile because i'm going to be really busy with trying to find a job and the concert tomorrow (Warped Tour baby!) and just trying to stay alive but i'm glad for everyone that stayed alive since ive last updated and for those that are trying their hardest to quit. i'm proud of each and everyone of you. i'll try to update more later. and again i'm sorry ive sorta diserted you guys. i still really care about each and everyone of you!!!!

love always,
court
 
     

(1New Wound | Slit My Wrist)

 
 
  notty_goth
 
06:03am 02/07/2005
 
mood: complacent

bleed me beautifulCollapse )

 
     

(4New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
bleed me beautiful 
  style_sexx
 
03:39am 02/07/2005
 
mood: drained
bleed me beautifulCollapse )
 
     

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  angelsonfire
 
09:18pm 30/06/2005
 
mood: confused
i'm in the midst of dying my hair. I'm waiting for the dye to set in right now. Which is cool.

My dad wouldn't shut up during dinner. He kept telling lik embarrasing stories and shit. Makes me so mad. He won't stop drinking either. grrrrr. I swear the day he stops having 3-4 drinks of hard liquor a night is a day pigs fly.

I just hope he can control himself tonight. I really don't want to fend him off me again.

I think me binging and purging has like taken over cutting for me. I can't remember the last time i ate without puking. I havn't cut since i have started purging again. It's weird. I can't explain it. It's like when i puke i don't feel the need to cut. Which reminds me its time to purge again. Parents just went out for a cigg. Lataz.

Sometimes i think i need help, other times, i just dont care. I mean its my body my desicion right. My therapist is throwing all these facts at me that i just can't intake. I don't care about facts. I've heard enough facts. i just want answers. But for answers i guess i gotta figure out the questions huh?
 
     

(4New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
 
  queenofflames
 
07:47pm 30/06/2005
 
mood: content
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  angelsonfire
 
10:51pm 29/06/2005
  Ok can i just say how much my mom is pissing me off at this very moment. I swear if she does not get off my back and stop yelling at me, i will......grrrr i dunno what i'll do. She makes me so upset. My therapist and i were talking about me telling her how i do some of the stuff i do, and she just blows me off. She litterally just blows me off and thinks its not a problem. grrrr makes me so mad. wtf. If she yells one more time, i dont think i'll be able to handle it. I wish she would just pay attention to my problems and focus less on whatever the fuck she wants to have/get/be.


So much for my good day :(
 
     

(1New Wound | Slit My Wrist)

 
 
  angelsonfire
 
05:06pm 29/06/2005
 
Your Penis Name is: Meat 'n' Potatoes


 
     

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  angelsonfire
 
05:01pm 29/06/2005
 
mood: crazy

I went to get my sweet 16 pictures done today. A little late considering my birthday was back in december, but neway they still look good. Looking at these pictures i actually felt really beautiful. Especially one were i am looking at a rose in my hand. It looks amazing and i really love it.

Then i went looking for a Semi formal dress for next year, and i found it. OMG its sooooooo pretty. But unfortunatly they didn't have my size in the store so i had to order it and have it sent to the store so i can pick it up there.  It's blue, with a halter top and its so amazing. I have a picture of it below.

I will try to upload pictures of my hair soon. I unfortunatly i have to dye it again because it's fading wicked fast because i didn't bleach it. I should be going to chelseas saturday so she can have me pose for her so i should have them updated soon. Hopefully.

Hope everything is alright for you people out in live journal world. Suprisingly things are going great here. My dad has been drinking but what else is new. I'll update later. Love ya's bye!!

Turquoise Rhinestone Jersey Halter Dress

My semi formal dress. I'm so excited i figured out how to update pics into my lj entrys. Very cool. Yeah thats it. It's so pretty!!! Tell me what you think!

 
     

(3New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
just a question 
  bizzarbutterfly
 
02:52pm 28/06/2005
 

has anyone ever thought about scarification instead of a tattoo to symbolise something on their body, such as hell i've created enough scars on my body, but i have thought about it before getting it. Rob and I have dicussed it, and as i know we are forever, I talked it through with him, and its something that he couldnt get behind me 100% He loves me, and wouldnt stop me, because he knows he couldnt, but because we are an us, we make decisions together, I'd need his 100% support, and if i cant get taht i wouldnt do that. Not because i dont want to displease him, its just about us as a couple, and is something we would have to share together for the rest of our lives.


Would anyone get a scarification, burning or anything? I always wanted to have a butterlfy burnt into my skin, I've seen some done and i thought they were beautiful.
 
     

(9New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
 
  linseyx12
 
12:31am 28/06/2005
 
mood: accomplished
so ive been playing this game, LEO STEEL, and im amazing. when i was stuck on level 12 town was stuck on 16. town is still stuck on level 16. but i completed all 30 levels, and made it to the high scores!!! you are all so jealous of me.
TIME TO GLORIFY MY AMAZING-NESS!!!!!

EVERYONE ENVY ME! NOW!

 
     

(5New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
 
  r4zors_edg3
 
09:53pm 27/06/2005
 
mood: happy
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  angelsonfire
 
08:55pm 27/06/2005
 
mood: excited
I died the tips of my hair red!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG IT LOOKS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

::squeels like a little girl:: I'm so excited.

And i went shopping and i got a new, very cute, very sexy skirt at hot topic. ::squeels again::

I'm so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
     

(3New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
a friend, a druggie, a drinker, a best friend 
  angelsonfire
 
07:36pm 26/06/2005
 
mood: missing him

R. I. P.

Benjamin Elise Ryan

February 27, 1986-June 26, 1999

He was a friend, a son, a great person, a sweetheart, and an all around nice guy who went from this world to soon. He took his own life. He was a cutter, a druggie, a drinker. But most of all he was my friend, my best friend, and i loved him. When he slit his wrists he left me a cross. He gave it to me, kissed me, and then told me he loved me and would love me forever. I fell asleep listening to him sing and hold me. When i woke up i found him on the floor, bleeding to death in the bathroom. I couldn't understand. Why he did that, why he used my razor, just why. But i guess now i will never know.

On this anniversary of his death, i remember a lot of things. Good memories of him, bad memoriesof him. I remember at his funeral i said, "In life you are faced with many obsticles. Some are good, many are bad. Most however challenge you. Ben knew this. He knew the challanges he faced were hard. He was smart. However, this depression he was in, was just one challenge he couldn't overcome. He couldn't take it. It ended up consuming him." It was sad, but true. I just wish i could hear his voice again. That would make all the diffrence in the world. To hear his voice.  So ben if you hear me, i love you and miss you. I hope to see you later in the after-life. Goodbye ben.

 

 
     

(6New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
Theme. 
  mutedtorment
 
04:17pm 26/06/2005
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appear my dear and cry for me 
  appear_my_dear
 
10:44am 26/06/2005
 
mood: contemplative
last night, possible triggerCollapse )
 
     

(7New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
 
  katters279
 
12:01pm 26/06/2005
 
mood: accomplished

Last themeCollapse )

 
     

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  bizzarbutterfly
 
01:34pm 26/06/2005
  theme 26th juneCollapse )  
     

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  oxopinkpirateox
 
09:35pm 25/06/2005
 
surveyCollapse )
 
     

(1New Wound | Slit My Wrist)

 
 
  mutedtorment
 
09:05pm 25/06/2005
  ... Why does the darkness feel so inviting?

How I wish to add more 'design' onto my skin. My flesh.

It is but an empty canvas urging to be filled.
 
     

(Slit My Wrist)

 
 
  angelsonfire
 
09:12pm 24/06/2005
  yo.

So ends another school year. I had a party. Got really wet during the water fight. Didin't help that lila poured a bucket of water on me. Only fair i guess sense i did the same to her.

I honestly forgot how boring driving school was. I honestly think that being bored at home is more eventful. Good part is that i get to hang out with chelsea more. I went to her house for lunch today. Saw a bunch of pictures she took. CHELSEA I SOOOO NEED TO MODEL FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAKE ME LOOK PRETTY!!!!!!!!!!! lol.

Went to the doctors like 3 days ago. Learned an interesting fact about my cramps. I have a condition called endometyiosis or something like that. It basically means that i have uber bad cramps, and that i bleed a lot during my, well ya know. So my doctor tried to perscribe the pill. That went over real well with my mom. lol. yeah. So now i have the mornign after pill, and a script for the badness in my ovaries. I also found out bad news about my weight. i weigh a HELL of a lot more than i thought. So i cried a lot and now am deperatly trying to lose it. Damn body fluctuations. I started throwing up more too. I've puked 8 or 9 prolly more times in the past 3 days.

Going to six flags tomorrow. With dave. I'm so excited, needless to say. update later. LOve ya's bye.
 
     

(2New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
What happened... 
  mutedtorment
 
05:53pm 22/06/2005
 
mood: gloomy
Whatever happened to me? How have I become this being?

It’s all gone down the drain.

There seems to be no reason in anything...

As I watch myself from a distance; from the cuts that I make, from the words that I scrawl... And yet I’m right up in my face shouting silent screams. That no one seems to hear.

What happened to the person that I once was? Whatever happened to my happiness?
 
     

(3New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
application (i went back through and edited some of it and added the pictures) 
  bara_yosei
 
01:13pm 22/06/2005
 
mood: moody
bleed me beautifulCollapse )
 
     

(12New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
 
  lonelyxsuicidal
 
11:54pm 21/06/2005
  Okay. I have this idea. It may be really stupid, but I think someone should make a "The Confessional" community... for everyone really... I really liked the idea to have the confessional... it's nice to be able to just let some things out, even if it is anonymous and typed on the computer... still...
I would make the community but I'm not very good with community making... I really dont know anything about HTML or whatever... but if someone wanted to make a community like that I would be all up for co-moderating the community...
I dont know if this is a stupid idea, but it's 11:56pm and I just wanted to throw it out there...

Ciao, and have a good night everyone...

<3 Chelsea
 
     

(5New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
Application 
  katters279
 
02:49pm 21/06/2005
 

Bleed Me BeautifulCollapse )

 
     

(12New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
Sunshine and acid rain. 
  mutedtorment
 
10:00pm 20/06/2005
 
mood: sore
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(1New Wound | Slit My Wrist)

 
I don't kow what I want but it's all that I've got 
  blackcatgrl09
 
09:17pm 20/06/2005
 
mood: accomplished
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  thestarinuri
 
03:05pm 20/06/2005
 

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  deep_fanson
 
03:53pm 20/06/2005
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(3New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
old poem i wrote 
  thestarinuri
 
11:51pm 19/06/2005
  ...instead of cryCollapse )  
     

(5New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
 
  whydoeslifesuck
 
11:35pm 19/06/2005
  bleed me beautifulCollapse )  
     

(13New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
 
  thestarinuri
 
10:18pm 19/06/2005
  have you ever had images of blood flowing from your wrists all day? and it makes you want to cut? ..really bad?  
     

(5New Wounds | Slit My Wrist)

 
 
  linseyx12
 
09:36pm 19/06/2005
 
mood: angry

I HATE YOU, YOU STUPID JOLLY RANCHER BAGGERS!
hopelesromantikk (9:30:42 PM): IM SUEING
hopelesromantikk (9:30:51 PM): I KNOW I DIDNT SPELL THAT RIGHT BUT I DONT CARE IM TOO FURIOUS
hopelesromantikk (9:30:54 PM): IM OUTRAGED
hopelesromantikk (9:30:57 PM): IM APPALLED?
jmwchicK22 (9:30:57 PM): hahaha
jmwchicK22 (9:31:00 PM): whats WRONG!?
hopelesromantikk (9:31:14 PM): JOLLY RANCHER RIPPED ME OFF WITH THIS STUPID BAG!! I GOT ONE FUCKING BLUE ONE! THATS COMPLETELY BULLSHIT
jmwchicK22 (9:31:28 PM): hahahaha
hopelesromantikk (9:31:30 PM): but grape sure got their fame. what? theres only about 30 of those.
jmwchicK22 (9:31:31 PM): its RANDOM thats hwy
hopelesromantikk (9:31:37 PM): well they suck!
jmwchicK22 (9:31:38 PM): i like grape :-)
hopelesromantikk (9:31:45 PM): i got this bag for the blue!
hopelesromantikk (9:31:53 PM): assholes

then:
hopelesromantikk (9:31:53 PM): BrAvEs RF182 (9:31:47 PM): hey u little butt cheese
hopelesromantikk (9:31:58 PM): thats the grossest thing ive ever heard
jmwchicK22 (9:32:41 PM): haha ew! why would he even think of that
hopelesromantikk (9:32:49 PM): i really dont know
jmwchicK22 (9:32:53 PM): like cottage cheese MAYBE but butt chese? ew,
hopelesromantikk (9:33:16 PM): cottage cheese and butt cheese in the same sentence makes me wanna throw up
jmwchicK22 (9:33:47 PM): hahah yeah
jmwchicK22 (9:33:49 PM): BAD jillian!
hopelesromantikk (9:34:10 PM): hah

THIS IS GOING PUBLIC BIATTCH! EVERYONE NEEDS TO KNOW ABOUT THE STUPID JOLLY RANCHER RIP OFF! GOD! IM FURIOUS!!!

 
     

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  oxopinkpirateox
 
08:31pm 19/06/2005
 
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  lonelyxsuicidal
 
06:48pm 19/06/2005
 

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