i know i've been gone for what seems like forever but i'm back now. since i've been gone i cut my leg and wrist...basically throwing 67 days away. but now i'm going to try and go for 100 days. i might not update for awhile because i'm going to be really busy with trying to find a job and the concert tomorrow (Warped Tour baby!) and just trying to stay alive but i'm glad for everyone that stayed alive since ive last updated and for those that are trying their hardest to quit. i'm proud of each and everyone of you. i'll try to update more later. and again i'm sorry ive sorta diserted you guys. i still really care about each and everyone of you!!!!