Lara (unwritten_lara) wrote in suicidalxwh0re,

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My arm aches so bad... I went totally crazy last night, started clawing at my arm and tore all the skin. I'm totally busted, it's so bad.
I threw my mobile all around the room and tried to rip my doona cover, and bit one of my stuffed animals really hard.

All because of a fight with a mate.
I'm so easily frustrated.
I'm sick of not knowing the way I feel.
Or why I want to cry all the time.
Why it feels so right to take it out on myself when it's somebody else's fault?

I just felt I needed to update and tell somebody.
I almost feel ashamed for what I've done. But nothing else was going to calm me down
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